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Daisy Demons Breathing Dreams Like Air

by The Hermit Colony

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1.
Down, down burn it all down like you always do and maybe the demons will burn too. The ghosts they won't have a home they don't live here anymore and their remnants might as well be ash, but they're all I can hold onto. And I know that I'll never see you again. Yes I know that I'll never see you again. Even if I see you I know that it won't be you. You're not the girl that I used to know. You're just a stranger across the road.
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Don't want to look into your eyes. I'm afraid there's no one that I've ever known. Better just to remember and brilliant disguise then to find out that there's seven other demons at home. Chorus You know where you belong you write the writing on the wall, but you'll have to forgive my love of the light eventually cuz' I can't lay at the liar side again tonight. You said it was my demons that were haunting you. So I helped you beat 'em for a second time. For some reason they just weren't done with you. Did you just invite them back inside? Chorus I was looking forward to seeing where I was headed in a life with you I hope that you find somewhere else to belong other than in the heart of this storm. And you'll have to forgive my love of the light eventually even if you can't make this place your home anymore.
3.
Hey royal, hey royal child you don't want no, don't want no knight No hero, don't want no hero to fight while on the dragon, on the snake she rides, but you know better for her, don't you? Hey valiant, hey valiant knight you thought the maiden wanted saving, but she ain't in her right mind And you're gonna do what you have to do not to lose your mind, not to give up the fight for your own sanity when you find lying in her bed, it's behind enemy lines.
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So this is where we detach and burn all of our ties. Burn the bridges that you built with all your lies. And you smile as your take a shot, light a match and convince me it's all my fault. They say that time heals all then why are there so many skeletons looking out from inside these walls? I hear them scratching around outside while you pretend to sleep, that way you never have to face or admit to what's been haunting me. And it all struck me as I was driving through the rain that day, that it's always these clothes and these storms that make me feel this way. Now I look at love, even the ones that use to fill me with greed, and now relief has replaced my envy. I'm glad it's not me. Chorus: I always thought that love meant you could stay together. I always thought that love meant we'd never part and now were apart. Two storms act as bookends while I pretend I'm fine, still every move I make is meant to justify that I'm the one filled with more life and I won't look your way, no not even once, but every day I hope that your look in mine. Chorus
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After Ever 05:10
They built a fire, little did he know that his house would fill smoke. After that you think he'd have learned, but instead he returns to be burned. At first it didn't feel like flames. Still out of instinct he prayed for rain. Then came down the flood, but instead of water it rained blood. Chorus: She's not coming home after ever is over. She's not coming home. After all forever is just a joke. Alone in the possession of a memory. The only way to grow is to pretend to be happy until one day it becomes a reality. Chorus
6.
You used to watch me as I'd sleep watch me breath and my heart beat. Now I wonder if you still do. It's been ages since I've seen you, but the memory of your eyes can still burn right through. I turn over in bed afraid to open my eyes wish I was blind, but even then I could still feel your eyes. I picture you in the future looking through those Christmas lights almost a mother to the family that you left behind. The woman that's taken your place fills you with hate and you don't even know her name. You were the reason why I'd rush home at night. Now your just the reason why I rush inside. Do you ever find yourself driving home only to realize half way there you going where you're welcome anymore?
7.
I tried to be a savior, but I was never no saint. I've given out mixed signals becoming easy to hate. When I was a child I stole before I learned to steal a heart, but I tried to give my love back to the poor until my own love fell apart. I met a woman in the forrest dancing on the devils grave and I justified my sins and my faults at the time while all the while teaching her how to pray. But I've never been failure until today. Even thought I tried my best I can't stay. I've broken a vow. At least I meant it at the time Now I redefined and renegotiated my life choosing to the leave the fire behind. Spent enough time being a pyro sleeping with fire just to feel alive. Now I need to learn to stop playing in the flames if I'm gonna start to survive and realize... I've never been failure and I'm still not today. Even thought I tried my best I just can't stay.
8.
I put my faith in women but I still believe in God and neither one has been able to give me what I want. You might say I’m selfish,but still that’s not it. I'm just looking for someone who isn't so illusive Chorus: So when my time comes will I see a picture of your face and realize you're the one? My mother and my father they are strangers to this world and while they put their faith in Godin each other they at least feel secure. It feels like a luxury to have some one agree but who out there among you is willing to agree with me? Chorus So when my time comes will I walk up to the pearly gates and realize you're the one?
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I may not understand why, but I know all I need to know for now. Daisy demons were breathing dreams like air starting fires, selling you back despair. I never even knew what I meant to say until the words left my mouth. You can call it salvation. I just don't see any other path. Chorus: So glad you were so temporary when you tried to burn my shit down. So sad to be so temporary. Bet you never thought you'd be here now. I've been to Hell. It's good to be back. I guess the charm wore off. There isn't even an ember left only ashes in my mouth. Chorus Why did you force me to be the one to leave. Push me about hard and as far as you can so the guilt isn't on your head, but it is. I may not understand why, but I know all I need to know for now.
10.
When your sunset lacks any color other than gray that fades to black even sins can make sense during the night just remember that you will awake and this too shall have passed Oh So let yourself down slow this aficionado has had enough of his mid-youth crisis. Be the proof that the sun also rises. My beloved beautiful parasite so content to just keep feeding off my light without giving any joy of your own well it's time to say goodbye. I wrote a letter, sent it off as proof but sad to say that my heart was still in love with you. Disbelief mixed with passion mixed with memories of sex begot addiction to you, but this addict is ready for the next Oh So let yourself down slow this illuminado cheated out of his mid-life crisis. Be the proof that the sun also rises.

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released August 18, 2017

Guitar, Vocals & Lyrics by Dustin Murphy
Violin by Eric Wright
Percussion by Colin Schour
Spoken Word Segments by Rebecca Daly
Recorded by Colin Schour, Brandon Miller, Dustin Murphy & Tristan Wright
Mixed by Colin Schour & Dustin Murphy
Special Thanks to Blake Byers

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The Hermit Colony is an Indie Rock Band from Southern California featuring music by singer/songwriter Dustin Murphy.

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